.Like every other who completed their schooling , and expected a lot in their so called college life, I too had some expectations, imaginations and virtual dreams that could keep me alive even know....
And the only bad things was , I wasn't strong enough to accept the vice versa ...
A place where you can recall the song lyric-
"Kuyila pudichu koondil adachu paada sollugira ulagam"
"Mayila pudichu kaaala udachu aada sollugira ulagam"
And I was all set to accept what was given, than what I wished to pursue.
Its quite natural to think such a thing of life as "FATE"
Wont you all think like that , when you are pushed into such a place at some point of your life ..
East or west, home is the best !
Bringing heaven out of hell is a "Clever gal" 's approach
I was lik that (Jeez, Im not boasting,,)
Yea,,Although I was surrounded by solitude in that scorchy , full of sand, and needle like trees for name sake ,something always kept me at "glee", and brought a smile in me every now and then..
and that was -
The ppl who my life!!
Like I've reversed the word itself
Once they enter your life,
You would stop mourning , brooding , musing ,and all blah blahs...
A good adage comes to my mind when I think about this !
"If you laugh really aloud...and If you talk spontaneously & If you don't care how your face looks like
then you're probably with Real Frnz"
And in such a moment,
Finding serenity in the arena- is of no need
alacrity in the soul -is totally stupid ! for,
Even success will come uncalled , and 'll take you , straight to the destiny !! when ur with alteregos
And this is how I tag it....
" Finding Oasis in a "
Even though,trivial set with close deadlines and Coerced seminars were stereotypic,
we found a lil bil way to enjoy coll life-
1.The fun of bunking !!!!(which was not possible till second year end!)
by roaming at basket ball court straight under the hot sun
2.Hiding your face between the pages of your favo novel & sleeping comfortably , in library !!
Until someone u dislike finds & chucks you out :-(
Glad such rules are not framed yet!!
there 's a way 3!!!
Guess what ???!!
This is not something gals do....
3.It's sleeping on the top floor of any of those dusty blocks..(where masons and painters sleep)...with the bag as pillow and zilch as blanket!!
Everything will go fine.............Until a Phantom comes!!!!!!!!!
"Who is that phantom!!!"
It's "Profs" ........
This post was last finished back in 2011... that time I had paused at that (*_*) part all of a sudden , cos I dint have courage to replace that space of dots to "Professor". For I was ~'Still'~ in the course of Engineering...... Still under the control of those pedagogues or professors or whatever you name those @$$hO!S
But now , it has changed ... things are different now....
You don't have that 'Fear/Hesitation/
And I'm no more a girl in that folder "SCE/Fourthyr/CSE/FirstRow/Nivedhitha_r"
They have shift+Delete d me and I've found a beautiful & better copy of myself at "Infy/RCL/J3/Nivedhitha_r"
Everything has changed,
Professors - to Project Managers
Classmates - to Colleagues
Assignments - to Projects
Last Date -to
Canteen - to FoodCourts
and lot more....
Only one thing dint change ..
Only one thing is still there...
*I know, by now I dont need to tell yo what is above...
I say - "Enough, Enough" for Food,Joy,Pain,Fate,doubts...everything
Only for this thing, I never say enuf..
I never say , I'm satisfied ..
Cos they are integral part of your life !!!
I'm searching in...
I'm searching for...
Still , a lot more of them .