Quintessence

As I woke up in the mrng & Stroke up my head I thought of you, gravitated from blue!! I Circled around , seeking your face,, But got nothing at the end of race.. :-( As I Sat down the tree I smiled with lots of glee A grain of sand Lifted from land.. asked me for you...?? I Looked at the blue Finding no clue... Circled around ,seeking your face... But all I got was weird gaze! :-x   I Miled up to roads Crossing many clouds, Up the mountains Down the Hills! And landed at our school. Just like fool... I Circled around ,seeking your face... But all I got was -little little blue And Not you   :-| Its August first Sunday The first day we ever met.. Under the lonely shades of trust With our hands touched & hearts stretched.... My lovely little friend , Wherever you're,  get back to me !! I'm standing in the same place with lots of trust I've no more guts, For its gone like dust... I just regret , If I had ever hurt.. :-@ :...

The Snow Falls Straight Onto My Face Down To My Body! This Triangular Tent Cant Keep Me Safe Heavy Blankets Couldn’t Mollycoddle Me Either !! Light Shirts & Loose Pants Tunnel To My Skinny Soul , Making My Flesh Creep Like Never- before.. That’s How I Feel ! In this lonely winter ! Wonder How Long Weather Gonna be this way? Hey, Jacob. . . . Catch hold of my hands Take me to your World :-) :-) Can You Come All The Way & Catch This Snow ? Can You Come Right now & Cuddle Me In Your Arms ? For ,I Need … Not a Blanket .. But a Warmer Soul  That Could make me forget the World ! Not A Tent, But a little heart I Could reside in!! Take my heart ! And my soul !! Take me to your place! Let your 180 degree warmth be my Sole ambience !& Let me rest in your arms, Share -Ur breath Ur love &  A Place in Ur heart !! Jacobbb ,... . Take my heart ! And my soul !! to your world!!

I'm sitting alone in this balcony, with no one near,to accompany !! I'm sitting here, to find the mystery, with no one sauntering in my street!! All that I could see.. Is that heavy Cloud.. Jarring aloud ..& Moving so proud !! I'm seeing around ....seeing those kids.. dancing around... I'm glad on seeing ..the new guest of me!! Its flowing hard..touching my skin like a dot... Its turning.. Turning left... Turning right.... Swirling all around like a little kite... I'd like to go out,, &drop like that dot... Before which I Met the worst of all !! I wondered how , In nanosecond , The weather went whimsical....!! I wondered how, the sun rays came tearing off my dense cloud !! And making me becloud!! We stood agape... like a lonely grape... Winking and wincing like a star in sky Will another day come ?? Where I'll dance spirit fully in that muddy rain.. Will another day come..?? Where we all would sing in the rain...!! ...

After a long time ,I Was preparing for CAT exam, Sitting cross-legged in a bed where the rest of my family members were deeply sleeping with the eyes squinting reflecting their dreamy state. The Usual Cotton bed-spread appeared more cluttered or rather scrambled as I had to kick them off whenever I Fight with some intricate question.. Despite,that Lonely state of mine, With the song , " Mr.Lonely " dumping my ears                                          & depicting my state I was looking all around to find a living creature to shatter my loneliness off , but in vain.                      Can't Believe that I can pursue a long ramble with the lizard partially sticking to the deadly wall....Nor the ants, embodying Unity !!!Yet, I was Chasing around to find ONE...There was a text peeping in my mobile from a friend at half...

Loneliness is not sitting alone in dark, when everyone else is enjoying out :-) :-).  It is. . . .     when you can't conglomerate your heart         with the rest of the world. . . .  :-|